It’s All in Flux

My personal evolution will be apparent as I continue down this path.

The way I show up online, the way I show up in sessions, the way I show up in my LIFE is constantly evolving.

Each new day. Every encounter with another beautiful human. Each breath I take changes me.

I am showing up more clearly. It feels like layers of dust and debris are being excavated from my knowing of myself. Little by little, I see my truest self with more clarity. I blink, and there is some new awareness waiting for me. Day after day, I notice, the version of me I present is narrow, too narrow. I am more.

Letting you believe I am simply a Domme is me playing it safe. Presenting myself as this narrow version of myself allows me to stay in control. And yes, I like it that way. I like being in control and being served by you. My loyal submissives and play partners fill me with such delight. We wander into the dark corners of Eros and play with the wicked monsters we find there. My cup overflows with gratitude and desire for more.

AND my Domme is only one part of me. There is so much more. You see, don’t you? The spectrum of colors and flavors of my being.

There is a part of me I would like to share more fully. The part that basks in warm rays of sunshine with dirt and grass under her bare feet. The part that feels most at home in the dense coverage of trees. The part that remembers—and IS animal.

The Primal Priestess. She is one with Mother Earth and Source. She feels you. She knows you. Her light shines bright, and her presence nourishes like the sun.

How do I balance the two? How do I show you both? Will you understand? I am both. The Light AND the Dark.

We all are.

Share in the comments how this landed with you, or what it inspired.